WOW! I want to commend my dear sister for being so honest about wanting to be whole! Being whole begins with knowing who you are in Christ and allowing HIM to identify you. I too have had my share of "life-draining" relationships and it was not until I took the time to heal, to allow God to expose my real issues, down to the root and I faced my demons that I had a fighting chance at daring to dream. Beyond the daring, I had to spend time with the Lord so that I could receive my instructions and get into His Word so that I could develop my faith. Then came the hard part...the walking out of my faith. So many Christians miss this important step...the putting the faith into practice. I encourage you my darling to allow God to show you you, don't run, don't hide when the issues surface, but know that your weakness is God's opportunity to be strong in you and through you! Now that God has released you from that situation, allow HIM to define you, groom you, prune you, correct you and love you into your destiny! YOUR FUTURE IS BRIGHT MY DEAR! Every Christian is given the opportunity to answer this question..."Will you be made whole?" How will you answer today?